past days~
Sunday, September 6, 2009
gera's birthday::
alrights!went for gera's bbq on friday.well actually,i was with her on thursday night.
we stayed up all the way till friday morning.we went SHOPPING for bbq stuffs.
we end up with lots of bags =.=
quite exhausting and tiring,however,we went for breakfast first instead of heading home n sleep.
aft breakfast accompanied her to buy tortoise.cute pls >.<
headed home and sleeeeepppppppp!!!
woke up around 4plus.got ready and went to gera's bbq.
des fetch me there.
had fun!though tiring.standing infront of the pit.i'm perspiring like mad.
the heat was enough to burn off some of my fats i suppose!hahahaha~
gera's were busy.so didnt entertain us much,but we understand(:
went to sharon's car n enjoy aircon for awhile.hehehe
we chat alot.me,des n sharon.i'm amused to hear something that i didn't know.
shant elaborate further.it'll be ill-talking about people.
stayed till 4am plus.was tired.so headed home.des sent me home.
helmet almost flew.i have to keep holding it down.
thanks des for the ride to n fro! ^^
SAT::
bby called me in the morning.she's upset over what my friend emily said.
all night long she was with emily and two other friends,which are my friends too.
and they bitch all night long about me.great.
emily was complaining to that two other guy friends how much a slut and bitch i was.
she make up stories and said that i always snatch away or "seduce" guys that she likes.
well,she managed to convince that two friends of mine.
so they went on and said i'm cheap,prositute,slut..and many other insults you can nvr imagine.
its horrible.seriously.
i did not seduce any guys she like.she's the one who thinks she's so pretty(she's not),flirts around with guy.
and now she come and make a comment about me?wth??she and her sappy story.when saying all these.she even cried.
but bby said she was forcing herself to cry and it looks fake!.gosh,hey,just join mediacorp lar.
and why did it all happen?just because i refuse to help her get a guy's attention to her =.=
she's so desperate to know this guy.i told emily,i dont know this guy!i cant help you get his number or
introduce you to him.and i think its not very nice to make friends with him just because you want me to draw his attention to you.hey look,if i really want to make friends with someone,it'll be out of my sincerity to be friends WITHOUT a motive behind it.friendship,its not something you use or gain with a motive.
i'll take all that harsh words and insults.i'll swallowed it down and pretend i do not know anything.
but what with you telling my another two friends about it?they dont know me that well,and after they listen to ur
non-existence description of me,now their impression of me is nothing but a slut.
does that makes you happy?go on.tell as many people as you like.but i guaranteed that those who knows me well,wont buy your story.so just keep ur tongue behind your lips and just shut up.
actually,felt abit upset though.i will be lying if i've said i'm not affected by it.its hard to turn a deaf ear to what your friend said,even though its not a close friend,but still a friend.and i cant believe its over some trivial issue like this. :(
i wonder why some girls can be so crazy over guys.i mean crush,admire,there's a limit to it.you don go overly insane over guys.please keep some woman's pride and dignity.its the 2nd time i've dispute with a friend over this kind of guy issue.the very 1st time was my very close friend.there's a period of time she ran away from home and stayed at my house.that time friendster was still the "IN" thing.was always busy working.so i gave her my pw so that at times she can change my background for me and stuffs.she's close.i trusted her.nothing wrong right?.LOLs.
that's my mistake.she use my friendster account and add guys.guys whom she's interested in.but posing off as me to get to know them.i didnt realise only after sometimes when i really sat down and use friendster.was thinking why do i have people sending me messages.messages that you read and you know that its like already in a midst of a conversation.i asked her she denied,but later owns up.trust isnt easy to build up but can be destroy when you make just one wrong move.i empathized with her,but still.upset.now.another of my friend is doing this.
it really amazed me how can a total stranger affect two of my friendship.
yesh.i'm saying that those two friends of mine,they are interested in the exact same guy.
such a coincidence,isnt it?that guy once posted for hangten as a model.and surprisingly now,i've realised that that guy is a close friend of two of my classmates.hahahaha.what a small small world.
if i have a chance,i'll tell that hangten poster guy how he actually affect my friendship without us having to know each other.but cant blame him for that right?afterall,its my friends who came up and did some sneaky ways behind my back.and it was my fault too.i was shocked that my classmates know that guy,so while browsing through my classmate pic,i saw that guy photo and just randomly tell that to emily,since she's on the phone with me.
never expect she'll do that extreme.oh wells.and nope,i dont know that guy.just by pure coincidence two of my friendship was affected by him. =/
ANIWAYS!.
granny came over to my house.accompanied her the whole day(:
tho i was tired larrhs~.
had dinner.my dad cooked up a feast since my granny,aunty and cousin came over to our house.
yum yum yum~!!!.
went to powerhouse afterwards.
with sharon,gera and others.
was really tired,so didnt stay long,went back around 2am plus.
met my friend around my area for awhile and off to bed!zzzzz
slept like a pig.woke up at 5plus.went over to gera's house.
she cook crab and prawns for me(:
and she bought pasar mlm food too.
grace was there too.we ate really alot. *stuffed*
oh yea.gera's oreo cheesecake is damn nice!!!!.
stayed until 3am plus then grace and i headed home.
its already 7am plus and i havent sleep!.i got school later at 12.
yawwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns.
bummer~
i'll just get some rest.
toodles~!
--ELAINE HAD a little lamb--
3:55 PM
