busyyyyyyyyy!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
yawns.i slept late last nite.so cldnt wake up in time for sch.well i did woke up.but just that i'm really feeling soooooo tired.alrights.been a busy busy week!
TUESDAY:
gera's actual bday.had alil surprise prepared for her.oh well,not alil surprise i guess.huge one(: our classmates surprise her with getting a cake,and e 2nd surprise is getting shawn to school n surprise her too.she was indeed shocked.hehehehe.while e lesson is about to end i rush to queenstown mrt to meet shawn n get e cake.we sneak back into e class while gera's is in e toilet putting on make up.chevynn n others tried to drag time in e toilet so we can prepare e cake in e class.wells.gera's really happy((:
and glad everiting went well.i know how much you treasure ur classmates n outside frens n shawn.so that surprise i organise for you,will be e best bdae gift i given you.its memorable n priceless.hehe(:
afterwards met my dad at tampines.paid my bills n stuffs.suppose to go shopping,but decided to wait for my sis for her off days to come then go shop 2gather :D
WED/THUR:
school.what else???recently i keep losing hair and my bag in class =.= alex will alwaes hide my back,and brandan will alwaes try to pluck my hair =.= n was force to take a very inappropriate picture with alex.e rest also join in disturbing.poor me.but at least we all have fun(: had lunch with chevynn n gera at dhoby.walk around to kill time.lalalala.hMmmMmms.nth much.same oold same old routine.
met up with gera..catherine..lalalala~
FRIDAY:
all of the sudden,feel like drinking,so end up at gera's house with grace and xav. cant rmb wad happen during e daytime.i went out with my sisters n cousin..n meet my fren b4 going gera's house.had baileys.nice~~my fav drink!.hahaha.then my fren msg me said she's feeling real down.so i rush over to meet her.
SAT:
james bday.
met up with jo n carolyn at sengkang and headed to boat quay to surprise james.
oso met up with daniel for awhile b4 having unexpected pple to join us.
chanel&mei. chat awhile,still felt the distance in between.
learn some facts.was pissed off by e fact that one person thinks n see me as a prositute.
i haf my prides n dignity and i tink all of my frens know that i'm nt those loose woman.
juz because you don like me doesnt mean you got the rights to say i'm a prostitute.
wadever,i wish you well. *sarcasticly*
shant elaborate much.
SUNDAY:
met chanel n mike fer dinner
veri veri lazy day.(:
--ELAINE HAD a little lamb--
8:35 PM
past days~
Sunday, September 6, 2009
gera's birthday::
alrights!went for gera's bbq on friday.well actually,i was with her on thursday night.
we stayed up all the way till friday morning.we went SHOPPING for bbq stuffs.
we end up with lots of bags =.=
quite exhausting and tiring,however,we went for breakfast first instead of heading home n sleep.
aft breakfast accompanied her to buy tortoise.cute pls >.<
headed home and sleeeeepppppppp!!!
woke up around 4plus.got ready and went to gera's bbq.
des fetch me there.
had fun!though tiring.standing infront of the pit.i'm perspiring like mad.
the heat was enough to burn off some of my fats i suppose!hahahaha~
gera's were busy.so didnt entertain us much,but we understand(:
went to sharon's car n enjoy aircon for awhile.hehehe
we chat alot.me,des n sharon.i'm amused to hear something that i didn't know.
shant elaborate further.it'll be ill-talking about people.
stayed till 4am plus.was tired.so headed home.des sent me home.
helmet almost flew.i have to keep holding it down.
thanks des for the ride to n fro! ^^
SAT::
bby called me in the morning.she's upset over what my friend emily said.
all night long she was with emily and two other friends,which are my friends too.
and they bitch all night long about me.great.
emily was complaining to that two other guy friends how much a slut and bitch i was.
she make up stories and said that i always snatch away or "seduce" guys that she likes.
well,she managed to convince that two friends of mine.
so they went on and said i'm cheap,prositute,slut..and many other insults you can nvr imagine.
its horrible.seriously.
i did not seduce any guys she like.she's the one who thinks she's so pretty(she's not),flirts around with guy.
and now she come and make a comment about me?wth??she and her sappy story.when saying all these.she even cried.
but bby said she was forcing herself to cry and it looks fake!.gosh,hey,just join mediacorp lar.
and why did it all happen?just because i refuse to help her get a guy's attention to her =.=
she's so desperate to know this guy.i told emily,i dont know this guy!i cant help you get his number or
introduce you to him.and i think its not very nice to make friends with him just because you want me to draw his attention to you.hey look,if i really want to make friends with someone,it'll be out of my sincerity to be friends WITHOUT a motive behind it.friendship,its not something you use or gain with a motive.
i'll take all that harsh words and insults.i'll swallowed it down and pretend i do not know anything.
but what with you telling my another two friends about it?they dont know me that well,and after they listen to ur
non-existence description of me,now their impression of me is nothing but a slut.
does that makes you happy?go on.tell as many people as you like.but i guaranteed that those who knows me well,wont buy your story.so just keep ur tongue behind your lips and just shut up.
actually,felt abit upset though.i will be lying if i've said i'm not affected by it.its hard to turn a deaf ear to what your friend said,even though its not a close friend,but still a friend.and i cant believe its over some trivial issue like this. :(
i wonder why some girls can be so crazy over guys.i mean crush,admire,there's a limit to it.you don go overly insane over guys.please keep some woman's pride and dignity.its the 2nd time i've dispute with a friend over this kind of guy issue.the very 1st time was my very close friend.there's a period of time she ran away from home and stayed at my house.that time friendster was still the "IN" thing.was always busy working.so i gave her my pw so that at times she can change my background for me and stuffs.she's close.i trusted her.nothing wrong right?.LOLs.
that's my mistake.she use my friendster account and add guys.guys whom she's interested in.but posing off as me to get to know them.i didnt realise only after sometimes when i really sat down and use friendster.was thinking why do i have people sending me messages.messages that you read and you know that its like already in a midst of a conversation.i asked her she denied,but later owns up.trust isnt easy to build up but can be destroy when you make just one wrong move.i empathized with her,but still.upset.now.another of my friend is doing this.
it really amazed me how can a total stranger affect two of my friendship.
yesh.i'm saying that those two friends of mine,they are interested in the exact same guy.
such a coincidence,isnt it?that guy once posted for hangten as a model.and surprisingly now,i've realised that that guy is a close friend of two of my classmates.hahahaha.what a small small world.
if i have a chance,i'll tell that hangten poster guy how he actually affect my friendship without us having to know each other.but cant blame him for that right?afterall,its my friends who came up and did some sneaky ways behind my back.and it was my fault too.i was shocked that my classmates know that guy,so while browsing through my classmate pic,i saw that guy photo and just randomly tell that to emily,since she's on the phone with me.
never expect she'll do that extreme.oh wells.and nope,i dont know that guy.just by pure coincidence two of my friendship was affected by him. =/
ANIWAYS!.
granny came over to my house.accompanied her the whole day(:
tho i was tired larrhs~.
had dinner.my dad cooked up a feast since my granny,aunty and cousin came over to our house.
yum yum yum~!!!.
went to powerhouse afterwards.
with sharon,gera and others.
was really tired,so didnt stay long,went back around 2am plus.
met my friend around my area for awhile and off to bed!zzzzz
slept like a pig.woke up at 5plus.went over to gera's house.
she cook crab and prawns for me(:
and she bought pasar mlm food too.
grace was there too.we ate really alot. *stuffed*
oh yea.gera's oreo cheesecake is damn nice!!!!.
stayed until 3am plus then grace and i headed home.
its already 7am plus and i havent sleep!.i got school later at 12.
yawwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns.
bummer~
i'll just get some rest.
toodles~!
--ELAINE HAD a little lamb--
3:55 PM
start afresh(:
Friday, September 4, 2009
OK!.i'm starting my blog afresh,been isolating it for awhile,well,a long time i guess.hahas.
alrights!finally done with my exams,just another three more modules and i'm out of the school!
i'm pretty confident that i'll be able to pass all my modules this time round,
sadly,i've got to re-module for my PBM1 since i did not went for the main paper nor subpaper.gosh :(
i think none of my friends still use blogs except for afew >.<
had it going during secondary school,but ever since we graduated,we care less about our blog,
and eventually,its dead(:
oh wells,i dont need to have plenty of links,since my blog is not for "reading" actually,
its purpose is to act as my diary(:
as long as i've a place to note down those up and down moments of my day,its fine.
my once "close friends" called me "egoistic".
but i feel that,egoistic is needed to achieve your dreams and goals.
yes,i understand that too much of it will be overboard,
but when you posessed none of egoism,i seriously dont see you'll be able to reach your goals.
all i ever said was,i wanted to be a hotel manager when i graduate,
managerial roles range are wide,i'm just referring to those small managerial position,
not those top managers like CEO,President...etc.
i have goals,and i dont intend to stay put and just dream about becoming a manager,
i WANT to be a manager.i dont see what's so ego about my goal.
that's when,i realised,we're not in the same league.we spoke of different minds and hearts.
we start drifting even further,and eventually,from close friends to normal friends whom no longer
trust or needed each other supports and companion.
its sad when you loses some friends along the road of your life,
but,i'm happy and glad that i once have a friend like you.
even though whatever you're doing now disappoints me,and you tried to get back the friendship,
but,your actions contradicts your verbal communication.i cant trust you anymore.
we can never be that close as we were in the past.
all i can do is,i sincerely hope that you'll come to your senses and study hard.education is important.
chanel,though we're no longer close,but i hope and pray u'll complete your N level.i really hope for that.
my classmates now,i'll tell you.crazy,insane,attitude.BUT they are the best and coolest people(:
perhaps we're all pursuing the same cert,that's why we will be singing in the same tune.
even though there's some internal arguments and communication breakdown with some childish people,
but i guess majority are fine and nice.i love my clique.totally(:
and of cause,i love jolene too(:
i'm glad we overcome our conflicts and we're back as friends.
misunderstanding and 3rd party influence tore our friendship apart,
but i'm really relieved and glad we clear everything now.
step by step we'll build our friendship back like the way before,no wait,stronger than before(:
you went through alot,i'm glad you finally settled down and pursue your studies.
dont let any problems get to you.your a small-sized girl with strong determination.
all the best for you exams(:
i'm hungry!shall go grab some food.
i shall post about gera's bbq tomorrow! ^^
--ELAINE HAD a little lamb--
2:52 PM
